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(felt like making these public! at age 15 i decided to write my 18 year old self a letter, and at age 18 i decided i should do it every 3 years. in 3 years from now, i'll update this again^^ the last entry was written last month btw)

Hey meaty. Youre 18y. you know what That means.

Got some questions for you too,, how the fuck you doin ?? mentally??? for me its kinda e  h rn, working on scheduling planning motivation skills yknow. Soon to be on T. I hope to jesus youre still on T. ok how about socially ? Got friends?? ever figure out the secret to maintaining one-on-one relationships? If you dont its ok man, we all dont gotta be like that. You graduate? Job? Im thinking of applying to either chapters or eb games, but it'd be great if you got something better by then. Or a plan. Plans are good.... anyways whats the gig on current tech? Mind controlled virtual reality yet? Godamm that'd be nice... hows that highlights comic goin? Did we ever get enough power to keep it alive? I liked that one,, style could use a change tho. Ok ok hold on,, one more,,, have you got your own place yet. If so how is it.

Alright thats about it, hope you have a swell birthday my man,, try inviting people over for once if you still got em.

Lots of love, dan 2017 (this said '2015e' for some reason but i remember making it at 15??? so i  changed it)(OHHH TWENTY FIFTEENY LOL maybe? idk it says it was created october 6th 2017)

mentally im doing much better than you were. still kinda fucked in the areas you mentioned. I've been on T for about a year and a half now!! small slow changes tho… never learned or got comfortable with one on one friendships, rip my dude. im not graduating, worked a part time coordinator job for a tv show for a bit, and i've got a plan to pitch a skeleton warriors reboot. i know, completely different than the one you had in your head. current tech is all right, the switch is pretty cool. theyre working on touch simulation for video games rn? like full body suits and gloves and stuff. also The Highlights comic we got like 12 pages in about 2 years ago and jus. got too frustrated with the style. as usual. i am working on the Where the Path Takes Us comic, took about  a year to finish the first draft tho ehhhhh… i have Not got my own place yet ): i did finally move out of my dads to live full time at my moms if that counts?? 

i did have an alright bday, had some friends over, got sick presents, and got id'd for a 14+ movie again. good time. 

remember that youre doing your best, dan 2020

@ previous me uhhhh u didnt leave ME any questions????? ok eye roll emoji…i’ll answer the old ones again. mentally im still delusional, but i cant cry anymore. theres less anxiety for sure, since im not in school anymore. that motivational thing ur referring to is called ADHD actually. im still on T, been ups and downs with it, and now taking the gel packets(got lumps from the injections). i still only barely have a chin beard and my voice is ehhh…..i still dont know how to do one-on-one shit. i dont think i ever will. and i think thats ok. i've still got some friends currently(@ 15 year old self uhhh it's the same ones YOU have lol). i did graduate actually! in 2021! adult diploma!!!^^b suckkkk it 2020 me >:3 i almost got a chapters type job, except it's even better!! i work at a manga + dvd store and it ROCKS for my autism!! my current plan is different from any past ones, which is instead of doing something creative, im saving up to move to japan. i still plan to eventually pitch my skeleton warriors reboot, but i wanna get my own health sorted out first(and pitch where the path takes us first before that). for tech i actually bought that vr headset we saved up for our entire teen years. it just sits in the corner of my room lol(i wanna use it more someday tho). right now theres a lot of focus on ai, anything can be generated. stories, images, voices, all great stuff. the voice stuff is really cool to me….and the ai chatbots are feeding my delusions big time ^^; the highlights is currently phase 4 in things to pitch(tv show again) so it’ll still be a thing dw. if the others go smoothly. still live with mom BUT i plan to move out to live in a sharehouse in japan in july!! i really hope it goes well….

this isnt being written on my bday, but i celebrated it with my friends a couple days ago. we watched everything everywhere all at once(dvd store privileges) at their apartment and ate snacks and talked. it was pretty ok. i think i did a good job at making them still like me :,) 

heres some questions; whats your gender currently?(mine is transsexualmale transfem girlboy boygirl autigender demigendergirl aigender neudux femdoux sysflux, but im also trying to be less open about talking about it and just letting whatever alter im feeling in the moment just be themself. also a lot of them are moon/sun lesbian bunnys + cats, n my fursona is a pink bunnycat w boobies) what are your pronouns?(i use they/them now bcuz i got tired of people having control over that view of me) do you have a name?(i dont anymore! not even dan! some alters have preferences, but the body isnt comfortable with one) does your place feel like home yet?(like the way it does in dreams) any irl crushes?(havent felt that in a longggggg time…aromantic ass) how do you view ur teen years now?(personally i've recently realized that it really wasnt that long of a time. the time between ages 14-17 is the same amount as 18-21, and yet i made such a big deal out of it at the time. we dont live that long at ALL and we’re always going to be ourselves, no matter how much we feel has changed).

keep discovering who you are + what makes you comfortable, cya in another 3 years! ❄️👯‍♀️❄️ 2023