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[etherical_angel]

(08/23/2007)

Entering ~silly.angel.kitty~

@23:52

~silly.angel.kitty~: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIuZUCpm9hc (AN: pretend this is a rip posted to youtube from 2007, i couldnt actually find one)

~silly.angel.kitty~: this song rlly reminded me ov uuuuu^v^b

Xx1xX: thanks; ive heard it before lol

Xx1xX: totally agree

~silly.angel.kitty~: ya ur always talkin abt personal evolution n stuff

~silly.angel.kitty~: n like

~silly.angel.kitty~: ur delusions lmao

~silly.angel.kitty~: aaashadows there and hes the True Self all that lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: (in a good n cool way!!!!!!)

Xx1xX: (>_ლ) yeah i guess i do lol

Xx1xX: "I've been crawling on my belly/Clearing out what could've been/I've been wallowing in my own chaotic/And insecure delusions/I wanna feel the change consume me/Feel the outside turning in/I wanna feel the metamorphosis and/Cleansing I've endured in" this part hits me the hardest tbh

Xx1xX: its like..its all inside of me already. but also idk if im lying to myself about it either, yknow? im simply sitting with it everyday, wanting to let it out somehow because its a hassle to keep it inside; knowing that itd be really good if i did. and this whole song is basically about personal evolution; how're we're meant for a higher power(inner self and urges are remnants of it)and it feels so close to being able to let ourselves do so; but also hard because its a whole separate thing from the body(shadow)and fusing them takes effort

Xx1xX: idk  if any of that shit made sense lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: omg duude that sounds so cool fr fr

~silly.angel.kitty~: i think i got sum of it B)b

Xx1xX: thanks lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: i never rlly get that kinda stuff frum music v - v; da stuff i usually listen 2 dont have any lyrics or like all of em are in japanese lol ,lolll

~silly.angel.kitty~: i got moments where i hear a beat or like uhhhhhh rhythm or w/e and im like YEAAAABOUNCE BOUNCE DIS JAMZ SOOOO HARD!!!!!! MY BRAIN SOUNDS LIEK THIS!!!!!! \>w</

~silly.angel.kitty~: just hits me and resonates wit mah soulllll 

Xx1xX: yeah thats kinda similar!! (: still some form of relating to self; doesnt always have to be thru lyrics 

Xx1xX: howd you come across a Tool song anyway? did know you knew them lol

@00:02

~silly.angel.kitty~: ^^; i heard it in an amv loll

Xx1xX: ahhhh of course lol

Departing ~silly.angel.kitty~

(08/27/2007)

Entering ~silly.angel.kitty~

@00:32

~silly.angel.kitty~:
 

 

~silly.angel.kitty~:  finished!!!!!^w^ 

Xx1xX: yoo he looks so cute! your style is always so cool dude

~silly.angel.kitty~:  omg ajfhsdfjsdh thankzzzz <<3

Xx1xX: im still working on yuor side of the trade

Xx1xX: *your

~silly.angel.kitty~: np np take ur time!!!!! :3

~silly.angel.kitty~: ummm i was wonderin

~silly.angel.kitty~: would i be able to put 1 of ur ocs in my story > > 

Xx1xX: fuck yeah dude go for it

~silly.angel.kitty~: YAYYY i'll give u credit when i finish it^^b 

~silly.angel.kitty~: if i ever finish it lolll

~silly.angel.kitty~: im like SO FUCKING TIRED LATELY.........cant even finish a single page

~silly.angel.kitty~: in sooo long

~silly.angel.kitty~: art is relly hard ]: idk why i get like this 

Xx1xX: i mean; you dont gotta put your whole ass into each page. not every page needs to be the same quality standard as the last one. as long as the viewer can tell wtf is going on yknow. save the effort and soul suckin for the important plot moments lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: i knowwww v - v; 

~silly.angel.kitty~: ive got perfectionism disease!!!!!!!

Xx1xX: you'll end up hating your it or wanting to constantly restart or just straight up quit if you dont get used to being able to sacrifice quality for quantity

Xx1xX: sorry that sounded a little harsh 

~silly.angel.kitty~: nah its ok i get it lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: also fairys comic is like just

~silly.angel.kitty~: sooooo good on every page thooo

~silly.angel.kitty~: cant help getttin a lil jealous at her geniusy stuff > ~ <

~silly.angel.kitty~: its so cool that she even hangs out with someone like me cuz like

~silly.angel.kitty~: her art is TOP NOTCH SHIT and im over here like hiii chibi ms paint art hehe ^u^ 

~silly.angel.kitty~: blaghghgh

Xx1xX: kitty your art is good too. its just different; and unique; in a super cool way;; and you should own that shit

~silly.angel.kitty~: awwww thanksu o//o

~silly.angel.kitty~: ya its the retardation lollllllwwww

~silly.angel.kitty~: i do things mah OWN WAY

~silly.angel.kitty~: hehehe >:3

Xx1xX: yeah thats why its so fuckin sick looking

Xx1xX: 

Xx1xX: finally finished it lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: OMFFGGGGG

~silly.angel.kitty~: THIS IS SO AWESOME I LOVE IT!!!!!!! :DDD

Xx1xX: yw lol 

Departing Xx1xX

(09/15/2007)

Entering ~silly.angel.kitty~

@23:09

~silly.angel.kitty~: my cosplay is almost reddyyyyy >w<

~silly.angel.kitty~: the wig finally arrived today!!!!!

~silly.angel.kitty~: then gotta make da lil ear pieces and im DONE!!!!!!!!!

Xx1xX: damn i ahvent even started on mine yet

Xx1xX:  *havent

~silly.angel.kitty~: u still got like 8 days to finish it

~silly.angel.kitty~: ok mroe like 7 cuz its almost 12 but

~silly.angel.kitty~: its a pretty simple cosplay tho lmao

Xx1xX: yeah lol

Xx1xX:  i was talking to Evil earlier and we both decided that the carpool idea would actually work best; since he's half way. i'm gonna bus up to his state and drive with him to the convention center

~silly.angel.kitty~: omg :o 

~silly.angel.kitty~: u guys are goin on a roadtrip date awwwww 

Xx1xX: lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: for real tho thats so cool that u get to go together

~silly.angel.kitty~: its gonna be fuckin awesome to finally see everyone in person <<3 

~silly.angel.kitty~: cuz we've been talking for like YEARS now

~silly.angel.kitty~: and now we get to talk in irl physical 3d form ~w~

~silly.angel.kitty~: i wanna get fairys autograph im such a big fan like aaaaa plz maam lemme paparatzi uuuuu v//v

Xx1xX: lol yeah its gonna be weird. but also kinda cool; i've heard its a really neat experience meeting online friends irl. its apparently so much different from just talking. 

~silly.angel.kitty~: YESS

~silly.angel.kitty~: we can all go buy slushies and drink them together :D

~silly.angel.kitty~: no words....just slurpin on the sweet slush....

~silly.angel.kitty~: oh yea u could also probly buy a death note at the con

~silly.angel.kitty~: if u dont wanna make one urself loll

Xx1xX: nah its fine; that's the hardest part of my cosplay; and its barely classified as something hard lol. gotta have some sort of effort in my craft B)

~silly.angel.kitty~: true trueeee 

~silly.angel.kitty~: and u already have the black hair for it right?

~silly.angel.kitty~: just gotta get a shirt and some jeans 

~silly.angel.kitty~: no fairrr v - v 

~silly.angel.kitty~: everyones gonna recognize u and im just gona be just some vn anime girl :/

Xx1xX: i think some people will recognize you dude. there was an anime released; wasnt there?

~silly.angel.kitty~: ya but the north american release was only a couple months ago x[ (AN: kitty is going to the con as Multi from To Heart)

Xx1xX: ah i see

Xx1xX: shouldnt matter if anyone knows who youre cosplaying; you'll look cool anyway

~silly.angel.kitty~: YA >:[ 

~silly.angel.kitty~: IM GONNA BE DA COOLEST ONE THERE

~silly.angel.kitty~: actually we're ALL GONNA BE DA COOLEST ONES >:] 

~silly.angel.kitty~: aafhjsdfsd i cant waitttttttt ^w^!!!

Departing ~silly.angel.kitty~

(09/23/2007)

Entering Xx1xX

@18:55

Xx1xX: hey sorry i ran out on everyone early. i genuinely do feel kinda sick; but the socializing was getting too much for me too

Xx1xX: i know you probably wont read this till later. i think i remember you mentioning you odnt have this on your phone right?

Xx1xX: *dont

Xx1xX: at least i hope you dont. i dont want this distracting you from being with everyone. that'd be a bit of dick move from me lol

Xx1xX: idk i guess im just not as practiced with this as you all are. im not saying i wasnt having fun;; the con was great and seeing you all in person was exactly like i've heard it being. i mean fuck; i wouldnt even be friends with Evil and Fairy if it wasn't for you

Xx1xX: im sorry im like this; i know this was supposed to be a fun thing and im kinda ruining the mood of that intention. i dont hate you or the others. i just dont know how to do stuff like this. 

Xx1xX: fuck i wish i could delete messages sorry you have to see all this shit 

Departing Xx1xX

(09/24/2007)

Entering ~silly.angel.kitty~

@01:05

~silly.angel.kitty~: im home now!!!! 

~silly.angel.kitty~: omg im soooooo tired ~ - ~

~silly.angel.kitty~: wish i couldve gotten a carpool like u 

~silly.angel.kitty~: i was ready to fuckin die in the middle of the highway istg man

Xx1xX: lol welcome back

Xx1xX: i got home about an hour ago; the first ep of the new metalocalypse season was already airing so i had to wait for it to finish recording (>_ლ) 

~silly.angel.kitty~: oh cool!!! how was it :o

Xx1xX: it was pretty good lol 

Xx1xX: it was a nice thing to come back home to

~silly.angel.kitty~: aaa luckyyyy -w- 

~silly.angel.kitty~: my show ended on the 16th

~silly.angel.kitty~: i dont think its gettin a 2nd season tho ]: 

~silly.angel.kitty~: maybe hopefully some ova's????? idk

~silly.angel.kitty~: how was ur ride back with Evil/ren? 

Xx1xX: it was alright; we mostly listened to music and took turns with the aux cord. i mean; we talked a bit but i think we both are good with silence yknow? i like that about him

~silly.angel.kitty~: awww cute^w^

Xx1xX: lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: also hey btw u dont have to worry abt how u talk to me

~silly.angel.kitty~: ik we talked a bit abt this arleady cuz like. ya. i got this on my phone

~silly.angel.kitty~: (srry i didnt tell u that part earlier lol)

~silly.angel.kitty~: but it really wasnt as big of a deal as u thought!!! im not perfect at that stuff either

~silly.angel.kitty~: none of us are tbh

~silly.angel.kitty~: ok actually fairy is pretty good at it ig lmao

~silly.angel.kitty~: BUT ur not actually that bad dw ^^b

~silly.angel.kitty~: i like the way u talk and act dude <<3

Xx1xX: :,) thanks man

Xx1xX: i like the way you are too lol

Xx1xX: i mean; i can talk fine with the other 2; but youre really easy to talk to. even if i dont talk much in response lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: ya im literally fine with that lol

~silly.angel.kitty~: i can talk to make up for the both of us >:3 

Xx1xX: lol works for me 

Xx1xX: alright im gonna head to bed

Xx1xX: gn dude 

~silly.angel.kitty~: gn!!! <3

Xx1xX: <3

Departing ~Xx1xX~